Well GOD says we should love people around us ,but I do not feel
anything to them ,rav Laitman says we should love their desire to
spirituality and nothing to their bodies.And I tried to help the girls
I slept with ,but they didn't love me more - only used me ,so I
decided that they are not worth of my concern to them!And then
I started to feel that I do not care about anything - anymore!My
purpose of life was to help them - but I got no feedback ,all I felt
that they needed my money and they didn't care about me - and I
wanted to be with them - but they are all sold for money ,so I felt
that it is all not worth anything!
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